Debbie
Estados Unidos
Aborto
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I had a termination about 24 years ago, I'm finding my thoughts are consumed with so much guilt, I have spent so much time going over what I did, I can't live with this any more, it is eating me away, I don't know what gender my baby was or anything, I saw my baby I didn't know what to do, I was so scared, I relive that time and what I did, WHY DIDN'T ANYONE ASK ME HOW I WAS OR IF IT WAS WHAT I WANTED, I have read a lot about the effects of abortion, it was numbing to my soul, it was a whole new start to my sorrow, some of the information made so much sense as regards to the way my life has been over the years, I would love dearly to help others who have been or considering termination, I wish there had been someone for me, reading what others went through and how they felt has been a hard topic to take in but also has let me know I'm not on my own, it has openend up old scars and that hurts (it that my punishment) what I now, I guess I'm mixed up. BUT I remember and RE-live every day.