Clarissa
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Prematrimonial

My boyfriend just told me he doesn't want to compromise because he has to go through College and we have nothing prepared to live together or be parents.
I don't know what to do! , I made the worst decision of my life: I am 5 weeks pregnant and a week ago they put me a shot that will supposedly kill the embryo in 8 days. It is 8 days and nothing has happened, everyday I go to bed and I wake up thinking the same: how cruel I am. I am very sorry I did this and I want to know, if somebody can please tell me how bad that shot is. I don't want to lose my baby but I am scared he will be born deformed and it'll be my fault. If somebody knows please tell me, my baby and I will be very grateful.













